Wednesday, October 20, 2010

End of the Century.

Shortly after the release of We Nearly Killed Each Other, we graduated and got conscripted into the army.

During this period, we hardly contacted one another, all of us constricted by what precious little civilian time we had. Our jamming frequency hit an all time low, getting together in the studio only when we have gigs to play and rushing our rehearsals through a few days before the shows. There must have been instances where we did not see each other for several months, despite me being in a cavalry camp near a certain graveyard and Aaron being in a foot-soldier camp three bustops away.

We hardly hung out at all. Those few times we did were accompanied by beer and screaming into the empty park about our lost freedom.

We were getting stale. The same songs, the same routines, the same sound. No one was churning out new material and I guess even we were bored of ourselves playing the same things a few shows in a row. Something snapped.

I have a snapshot in my head of Aaron and I on board a bus at night. We were discussing what to say in hushed tones and feeling the nervousness of breaking the news. The news to Justin that we have decided to call it quits and to pursue a new sound with a new guitarist.

To his credit, Justin was totally cool. He had felt the cracks coming around anyways and wished us the best. That was the last time I would see Justin for a number of years until I met him by chance at the Adam Road food centre. By then, we were very different people.

During his service, Aaron was billeted into the same platoon as Shahrul, a like-minded guitarist and the frontman for Cesspit. I remember Cesspit as a ska band and not too many degrees removed from what we do. As we were looking for a new guitarist, Shahrul agreed to fill in for us.

I remember the many Sundays where I had to pull myself out of bed in the morning to go practice with our new guitarist. Given that we book out of camp on Saturday afternoons tired, and having to book back in on Sunday evenings, Sunday mornings seemed to be the only time good for the three of us.

With Shahrul we started to jam at a studio out in Geylang, along a sideroad that deadends. The studio stares across the sideroad into an open field, an anomaly for construction-crazy Singapore. We must have started jamming here simply because few studios want to open and accept bookings for 10 or 11 in the morning!

Aaron wrote on our old website:

"Shahrul (Cesspit) was our second guitarist, he was acting as a filler while we searched for a new guitar player. He is very talented and skillfull, but he didn't realy fit our style, nevertheless it was a good experience. The whole band was still slaving in the army at this point, i happened to be in the same platoon as Shahrul, kita hari hari dekat camp macam "six string samaurai" ."

We played one gig with Shahrul - AKS Upbeat at the Youth Park.

At the Youth Park 2001. Look at the hair. It will obviously pass muster.

Shahrul with his hair powdered up. I think he was playing for Canine Dizeez, his project band, as well.

Beginning with Shahrul, we will begin to see a number of project guitarists in our shows. Aaron himself became one in the not too distant future.

Aaron had become very close to Jeremy of the Jade Adversaries fame over the years. It definitely helped that they were in the same class at school and were on very similar, if not same, electives.

Jeremy was a tinkerer with the six strings and would be trying all sorts of sounds and feel. He was technically very competent and we thought he could bring a refined melodious sound to the band, a smoother and finer side, to temper our natural aggression.

Aaron had a word with mama and in 2002, Jeremy joined us.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Spur of the moment.

We decided to push this one through into the album at the last possible moment. Written the day before it was recorded.



Untitled Track 17 (Louise)

If you saw me would you sit down for awhile,
Discuss my new hairstyle
Lie in bed and gaze at the windowpane,
At the falling rain

If you saw me would you get up and start to leave
Halfway through your beef
Did you know that the worst thing in my head
Are the very words you said

You're always disappearing
I am always looking, finding
Where are you?

Would you get up and take me by the hand
and tell me that you're still my friend
I can't be sure but I guess I'll never know
Where you'll really go

I know its time
But time passes by so fast
Like the highway's motorcars
Did you know that the worst things in my head
Are the very words you said

Where are you?
Just as we had a signature opening tune, we always closed our sets with this one.



Break Me Into Pieces (Louise)

I dont't know just how you feel
But I'm totally in love with you
When I see you everyday
I just don't have the balls to say that

I'm in love

Cos' you're gonna break me
Cos' you wouldn't take me
Cos' you're gonna break me into pieces

I'm outside its late at night
I'll give it all to get you in my sight
If you wouldn't talk to me
I'll take it just so painfully
Cos' I am in love.
Album review by BigO, which appeared in the same issue as the interview.



I Don't Mind (Louise)

I know, I'm not accepted by you anywhere
It's ok, cause I don't even wanna care
It's alright, I won't mind anything you say
Its okay, to say, I am not needed anyway

I don't mind.

I see, all your hatred channelling to me
I don't know why
but irritating me gives you a certain high
I think its crazy the way you should behave the way you would
But its okay, to say
I am not needed anyway
We had a nightmare trying to get this one right.

Written just a week or so before recording.



We Nearly Killed Each Other (Louise)

I'm dying to meet you
I'm dying to hold you
I don't want to go through
The pain you put me into
I don't want to lose you again to that down under school

I wanna go out with you
I wanna watch a band
I wanna hold your hand
Don't you understand
I'm so in love with you

I'm so damn in love with you
Ever since I saw you in school

I thought you're really cool
Cos' thats the way you are
I hope you knew that too,
That the eyes looking at you
Belong to me, cos' I can't help myself

I wish you were here with me
We could gaze up at the stars
We could look at passing cars
We could discuss my old scars
We would live happily in a house by the sea
Hiccup overkill.

Retard is a name.



Retarded For You (Louise)

Did you know I'm in love with you
Everytime it comes and I feel like
Everytime I see you...
Everytime I dream, I just think of you

Don't you know that it is true
That I've never met someone like you
and now I'm totally

Oh wow, I'm retarded for you

(Retard, I am retarded for you)